Temptation

Totally not what it sounds like.
I saw the movie Temptation today with A. (Now this sounds like a Pretty Little Liars plot, which it isn't.) I really enjoyed the movie because the only thing better than a chick flick is a black chick flick. Since the movie was directed by Tyler Perry, I pretty much knew what to expect, but let me just fill you in on some of the things floating around in my brain.

Tyler Perry's Message:

• DO NOT CHEAT ON YOUR MAN. (Main Idea)
• Be a good Christian. Pray & Go to church.\
• Don't do drugs.
• Don't cheat on your man, you could get HIV.
• Even if you think your man doesn't fight for you, or love you as much as he used to, trust and believe when the time comes he will be there.
• Listen to your mama. Respect your mama.
• Dress cute.

Positive Aspects of the Movie:

• Black actors sculpted by God himself.
• Jurnee. 
• Kim Kardashian's acting spectacle for entertainment purposes
• The good guy in the movie ended up not getting back with his wife, which in the end I thought was a good idea cause she really ended up being very cruel to him.
• Tyler Perry picks actors with sexy lips
• The good characters were dark skinned. The bad guy was no darker than the good guy, which is rare in movies in general.

Main Complaint

• No Madea. 

Thoughts on my relationship / the night in general

• A's shirt was on POINT. He dresses well, kisses well, holds hands well and knows good desserts
• Sometimes I feel like A is somewhere else, not sure where... I'm getting better at not taking it personally and it's probably me overanalyzing.
• It feels REALLY reassuring to know that this is a relationship that can translate to the real world and not just some sordid dorm room thing where we're fooling ourselves into thinking we're in love. We are really good together I think.
• My boobs were popping out of my dress, a little uncomfortable. 
• Gelato is delicious.
• I really love NYC
• Felt like kind of a loser squeezing his hand extra tight when I was going back to my friend's house
• I feel very emotional - not necessarily negative - right now. Almost like I can't reign in how happy I am, and how many kisses I want to give. Got to tone it down so I'm not ~*crazy*~
• I am very lucky.