21.

Thinking about the future only stresses me out. I don't need that much time  alone. I don't need the much time to think. Loneliness can be good but I've had plenty. 

I'm picturing myself in a beautiful dress, alone in a beach house surrounded by things - loving nothing but memories. 

I picture myself traveling the world and always having to sit alone on airplanes, wondering if I will ever meet the love of my life.